Sighs. i can't find a blogskin that makes me happy. i guess i'll have to stick to my current one. until another better one popped up!!! cackles. =]
super uber sian now. relief teaching. sjabbing away. don't have time with my not so new friends (the meridian peeps), or with my new friends (ngee ann peeps) OR my OLD friends. (ernest slanders me AGAIN about not spending time with him) HAHA. or is it me slandering??
Pretty sad feeling when i think back about orientation in poly. hahas. I'm JEALOUS. people there seems having fun looking for a partner. hahas. while i'm still feeling uncomfortable if any guy tries to "check things out." when will i start to look up again?
Heard his name today again. I must stop reminding myself of the past. hahas. my students are going,
"cher, is he your boyfriend??" points excitedly at the yearbook class photo.
Thanks a lot. GV students.. super uber gossipy. plus, their information is kinda slow. "is" present tense. its became "was." new girlfriends will come in. ha. a guy like him will never stay for long.
HA. should stop emo-ing. or ernest will blame me. Let's face up and tell ourselves that the next guy will be better!!! hahas.
fan hao dared to bet with other people that i'll be taken once i step into poly be 3 weeks. -.-'' we shall see!!!!!!! I'll be TAKEN in 1 WEEK. cackles.
HAPPY BELATED APRIL FOOLS!!!!!!!
cackles. ya hor. why not? one of my friend in orientation group knew her boyfriend for ONLY 2 DAYS!!! my. i was shocked. but they had the SUSTAINED ACHIEVEMENT AWARD. duration was 2 YEARS!!! OMG.
poly people are a little wierd though. they like to do conversations on web cam (now that we have a laptop...) I declined though. its just wierd if the other side is staring at you. particularly if its a GUY. thanks but no thanks. hey! here is a photo of my orientation group!!! minus me. hahas. cause i was busy sjabbing...

Cute huh? Shant intro one by one though. Just take note that all the girls are chiobus and the guys are dirty minded people. HA. but there are many missing people though. like me. hee. i should have joined them... can't just be buried in sjab... will make that a mental note. Anyway, when school starts, i'll probably have a life of my own. hahas.
i just have a STRONG urge to bitch now. zone admin is such an pain in the ***. everybody is just so f***ed up in their rank and everything. i'm so crapped out now. got scolded by the SAME person thrice this week. because of some admin shit. communications are so screwed in zone level. that 2 people tell me 2 DIFFERENT instruction. so who the ****ing hell should i listen to?? bloody bitches. screw zone. screw hq. screw the system anyway.
oh my gawd. should stop being vulgar.
it just sucks. filling up admin forms for about 7 hours straight, send it to that person, don't expect a thank you, but got scolding instead. For sending the wrong thing. when ANOTHER officer tells me to send it. screw them.
i will just wish to openly declare to be C/L forever and stay at corp level and never step into the HQ. wouldn't it be nice...
bye peeps!!! too pissed to write anymore...