i just need to elevate myself from boredom now. LOOK AT THE TIME!!! ITS EIGHT AND I'M STILL IN SCHOOL!!!
cackles.have some special movie screening today for one of my modules.
Imagine...
in a wide vast of table and chairs at the atrium, a girl sits at a dark corner, using her laptop, munching a sandwich away alone. HAHAS. THAT'S ME!!! having fun emo-ing here. HAHAS.
Then suddenly, 2 people approached me, asking me to join their cell group. (IT A FREAKING CCA) hahas. shocked. I wasn't in my right brain. But I agreed to try out ONE DAY. CACKLES.
I'm still having internal conflicts about closing my blog for private view just because of the sjab. like, WE HAVE OUR OWN LIVES TO LEAD. AND, i have to keep my blog private BECAUSE i have to think about cadets reading about it. FOR GAWDS SAKE. just as long as you don't put up sjab reflections, what's wrong with it???!!! never mind. internal conflict will resolve one day.
REALLY ADDICTED TO SANDWICHES NOWADAYS!!!!! I KEPT THINKING about them during lectures!!! cackles. they REALLY MAKE GOOD SANDWICHES HERE.
Anyway, heard a groundbreaking news today. from ernest. which proves my hypothesis the all ALL guys are heartbreakers, cruel, self-obsessed, egoistic, irresponsible, ASSHOLES. Matt was the guy that make me rethinked abt that hypothesis. AND AFtER HE BROKE A GIRL'S HEART, he belongs to that category too. HAHAS.
like guys. sigh. they just love the thrill of the chase. Once they've got the girl, they become more complacent, then, they start to kick you around like some unwanted trash. Then, when they've finally used you, they throw you away. Just when you fall too deep in love with them. they. throw. you. STUPID. don't let any guy dump you. DUMP HIM FIRST. (you can cry after that anyway. AT LEAST your ego is not bruised.)
HA. i think i can start a hotline for heartbroken girls. THANKS TO THE INFESTING GUY SPECIMENS, i'm sure this hotline will be DAMN HOT indeed. guys just cause mass destruction everywhere they go. GOSH. I"m becoming a feminist.
The worst thing about after a break up is to DESTROY yourself. for goodness sake, its not worth it for that jerk. You should treat yourself to (MANY) shopping sprees to congratulate yourself for getting rid of that vermin, go tanning, do your nails, watch movies, whatever. you REBUILD yourself. you resolve not to let any other guy hurt you. THAN, there will be a day where you cry and miss him so much and wished he was there to give you a hug. But you will slowly grow out of it, as time goes by, when you get used to his abscence.
than one day, you will smile to yourself and face a conclusion: he was once a part of you. now he doesn't. and he will not see the tears you cried for him.
hahas. AND YOU ARE CURED!!!
this blog post is comfort for the heart that matt had broken.