phenomenal.

Phenomenal woman

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.

I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size

But when I start to tell them,

They think I'm telling lies.

I say,

It's in the reach of my arms

The span of my hips,

The stride of my step,

The curl of my lips.

I'm a woman

Phenomenally.

Phenomenal woman,

That's me.

fall on your knees

bienvenu

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1. She's not writing to please you.

2. If you're ~~NOT~~ happy, please look at rule #1.

3. Negative comments, please write them in your notepad, and put it in the trash.

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Saturday, March 1, 2008 @ 7:29 PM

I'VE FINALLY DECIDED TO BLOG TODAY!!!

cackles.

two days ago, i logged on. then, the funny thing is that, my fingers rest lightly on the keyboard, unsure what the crap to write. hahas. then, i forbided myself to blog. because, i know that if i really poured my heart out in this blog... too many people are reading. hahas.

sort out a few things today anyway.

I've come to compromise with the male dominance in sjab. hahas. males are supposed to take the lead. yeah, i get that. so, i'm a freaking GIRL, so no matter how high is my commitment level or efficiency rate OR reliability, i can never replace a guy. (can i tolerate that??) SHEESH. knowing that i'm an ABSOLUTE FEMINIST, i doubt tolerance will be for long. anyway...

i think i'm EATING A LOT nowadays. HAHAS. eating makes me HAPPY. sighs. i wisj i can be that kind of ABNORMAL specimen who EATS and NEVER get FAT. don't dare to stand on the weighing scale.

watched leap years on 29th Feb anyway. hmm. it's not a bad local movie. but not my type i guess. its like, SUPER ROMANTIC. hahas. and unbelievable. HOW CAN 2 PEOPLE WAIT FOR EACH OTHER FOR 12 FREAKIN YEARS?????!!!!!!! sighs. total crap. like, you will ALREADY drift apart if you quit communication for even ONE month, so 12 FREAKIN YEARS???!!!!! geez.

today i went for officer training course interview.

i've got some mixed feelings anyway. but i HAVE to go for the course. not for myself, but for the corp. hao wei da hor? like, i'm NOT INTERESTED in that rank. so what mann, officer... i'm seriously HAPPY with my c/l rank. sighs. but if i don't go, i don't have the voice in the zone meeting. i can't represent my corp. so... sighs.

tis better to have loved and lost,
than never to have loved at all.

by lord tennyson.

hee. its mentioned in the leap year movie too. sighs. the worst thing is...

its painful to love, and its MORE painful WITHOUT love. sighs. humans are hard to please anyway. HAHAS.

sighs. enough of all these crap talk.

i've got a feeling that you will be reading this. on the day you take the top job, please don't let anyone down again. I can't be always covering for you. I get tired too. and the stakes will become higher. in the past it was my heart and my trust, but now, it will not be me anymore. but everybody.

do you get it?