HEY people!!! hahas.
decided to leave mjc afterall. apart from the friends...everything seems like a slow-motion torture everyday. going to meridian, means staring afar everyday. if i just raise my eyes and gaze in a distance, many stuff flood back. I don't wanna step in there anymore. i don't want to remember. remember the past. remember you. its just a slow torture. i decided to get my life back. hahas.
this is my plan for my days to come before poly starts...
1. leave mjc. hahas. leave all my friends there. move on.
2. SHOPPING!!!!! i've still not buy ALL my new year clothes!!! hahas. need a pair of pumps, and MORE clothes!!!!
3. Start reading up on psychology in the library. take notes. read the bible.
4. GET A HAIR PERM!!! cackles. can't wait for that!!!
5. Get my pedicure done!!!
6. Continue teaching becka!!! hopefully she gets a distinction. HEE. or im in deep shit.
7. MAYBE get a new student. hopefully. not too sure abt it... and come back to see sjab training more often..
8. START exercising!!! start with the GYM!!! i've GOT to lose weight. before new year comes. when i'll stuff myself like a pig.
9. START tanning!!! (get a BIKINI first. HAHA. so NOT. i dunno. if i get a bikini, IM NOT GONNA STEP OUT THE HOUSE IN IT. unless its IN THE DARK. which, defeats the whole purpose. again.) dont understand how people can wear that without feeling uncomfortable...
10. take more pictures of myself. hahas. i may forget how i look like. HAHA. so NOT.
just went to ernest's house. TEE HEE. played mahjong!!! (with han chong, him and his bro) YIPPPEEE!!! i've learn mahjong in just TWO lessons from him. HAHA. can impress other peeps. I'VE WON THREE TIMES NOW!!! (and STILL counting.) HA. I'm GOOD. damn.
maybe i've been yearning for time to relax. studied very hard for the Os. and when Os end, it was pressure in sjab, in work, in teaching my student. then, it was studying in super chiong mjc. i want a break. before i start working hard in poly. hear that???
hahas. just gave a LOT of ideas for sjab's NEW notice board. HAHAS. dare to be different. im EXCITED about it. HAHAS. should go back to school more often. oversee the change in sjab room. hey!!! for sjab, i should buy a new air freshener. and throw out old stuff. and buy new coloured files. (CANT STAND THE UGLY YELLOW COLOURED ONES IN SJAB.) yes. YES. i should do that!!!
HA. got a lot of energy now. to finish up unfinished things.
going off to lalalalalalaland!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
buh bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!