phenomenal.

Phenomenal woman

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.

I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size

But when I start to tell them,

They think I'm telling lies.

I say,

It's in the reach of my arms

The span of my hips,

The stride of my step,

The curl of my lips.

I'm a woman

Phenomenally.

Phenomenal woman,

That's me.

fall on your knees

bienvenu

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Monday, December 17, 2007 @ 10:38 PM

sorry for the abrupt end yesterday. my dad was trying to see what i'm typing. hahas. so i've gotta go off.

sighs... come on people, i'm not telling you all these to get sympathy or whatever la. it's more of getting it off my chest. at least my blog will listen to me... that night, i was really upset. wanted to talk to someone. so i called someone. but i recieved a cold shoulder from that someone. i thought that person was the person who WAS important to me, who at least will listen. the worse thing is i thought ___will at least crap a little to make me temporarily forget about all these things. so, in the end, our conversation sound something like this..

___: (picks up the phone) ya WHAT? (grouchily)
me:hello... er. (momentarily stunned. speechless.)
*silence.*
me: er. (thinking quickly to get something to say) er. you recieve any letters or not? (i know this sounds kinda lame. it was my last resort. hahas. or thing to talk about. whether __ has recieved eagles award too...)
___: (frowns. unhappily.) YA.
*silence.*
me: (clueless of what the hell is the matter with ___) er ya. er....ok...bye.
___: *dial tone*

sighs. i called a stranger i guessed.someone who turned totally unfamiliar. so i end up talking to this blog. at least i can pour out things, people are willing to listen... WITHOUT hanging up on me. i think i chose the WRONG person to call. thought of still giving___ a chance. wow. i was stupid. still stupid though. brainless me.

today was WORSE. i called ___ again to ask about something important...___ screamed and hang up on me again. really...i should stop hoping. stop calling. stop giving chances. stop caring. stop self hurting. just...don't care anymore. hahas. i seem to love holding tightly onto things that are not worth it.

yaya. just now went for a church event. hahas. got lost on the way there. its at PASIR PANJANG!!! so freaking ulu!!! it's quite creepy there. so i called to only hotline number i know. when i need help(for church.) guess what? it wasn't any of my church teachers. poor adrian has to come out into the rain to find me. TEEHEE. it's his HONOR ok. hahas. i was smirking there. hahas...he was grumbling about having to wait outside for me... he was like..
him: WHY ME????!!!!
me: BECAUSE YOUR NUMBER IS IN MY PHONEBOOK!!!! COME ON. WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU????!!!
him: (roll eyeballs) give directions.
hahas. too bad. he calls me mom. so he HAS to be filial. good GOOD boy.

ya. today, when i was on the way to work, GUESS WHAT???!! i've got the HONOR of seating beside boogey man. GAWD. he's this china guy. GOSH. he was digging and DIGGING his nose from BEDOK to BUGIS. its like a NON-STOP event. and he was ENJOYING himself sooo much. and, he uses ALL OF HIS TEN FINGERS FOR THAT DELIGHTFUL EVENT. ya. plus he was flinging boogey around. EEEWWW. gross.

ya. gotta go now...
i pray that my memory will be like waterproof mascara.
stays long, but fades fast. and soon, it will be gone.
TEEHEE. if you understand, good for you. if you don't...sighs. 2 years of social studies has given you no inferencing skills at all. *smirks* just joking. this thing requires contextual knowledge.

tata!!