Monday, November 5, 2007 @ 1:03 PM
yipee!!!! im rejoicing now. didnt get much sleep yesterday nite. was having nightmarish thoughts on the ss paper. YAY!!! it was OK. yup. hope i wrote relevant stuff. hee. i wad thinking as i scribbled. so i threw in some stuff that MAY be relevant. hee. nvm. the basic are there...i HOPE. but population really DID come out!!! i was kinda spotting it...because its really a current issue... s'pore is facing a declining birth rate and ageing population. hee. lucky i watched the national day rally to improve on ss. or im a goner.
tomorrow's phy/bio paper 1!!! hee. not really studying lots for it. probably just gonna read through my phy and bio textbook plus TYS MCQs. hope it helps. well... we shall see...
suffering from MAJOR mental block now. poured out too much during ss. hee. im turning dumb. oh ya. i seriously NEED to comment on the issue on DUMBNESS. whatever.
it is true that some girls like to act dumb. or naive. whatever. in front of guys. that is a DELIBERATE attempt. but there are others, who are not doing it DELIBERATELY and are just plain blur or not so streetsmart. so its really unfair for ANYONE to be judgemental on them and call them stupid names like "dumb" or "bimbo." like, hello!!!! you are not exactly WISE or HIGHLY INTELLECTUAL. so please do NOT comment unnecessarily. it is just PLAIN RUDE. yup. i just hate people calling me DUMB or BIMBO. i will have this insane urge to stuff something down your throat. cackles. evil. me.
oh ya!!! today recieved the PAE booklet... sighs. our times sucks. nobody is accepting me. *WAILS.* Victoria JC is 5 points. sighs. Temasek JC is 6 points. haiya. why all like that one. nobody want 8 point. issh. i will CRAWL my way into VJ. hahas... or go to St Andrews la. hahas. cut off point is 8 points. just nice. hahas. but very far leh... hahas. but ck say the guys there VERY gentlemanly. hahas. sounds good. hee. if i got in, Adrian would be SOOOO jealous. hahas. that's his DREAM school. hahas. that would spite him. hahas.
YAY!!! im NOT in the same group as 9644. (he's one irritating guy in church) so i can breathe now again. or else church camp would be a TOTAL torture. he's a total flirt. ya. hate him. i mean, hate talking to him. sighs...but he's my junior. wad can i do? just PRAY HARD that i wont be in the same partner grp as him. i WILL cry. it will mean MORE sharing sessions. which sucks. i rather NOT go church camp that way. dont ask me why am i so repulsed abt him. i dunno why too. he just...........just....turns me off. like, its disgusting bahx. Geez. dont even TALK abt him.
sighs. a little worried for estelli. she's not very confident abt her Os... she didnt do very well in prelims too. she got 20 points... sighs. she's smart. just too stress bahx. she's from Chung Cheng high. yup. she takes like, so many freakin subjects. no wonder she cant cope sometimes...
oh ya. today...there was this briefing abt prom nite. sighs. another formal event. kinda...sucks. Andy looked smaller again. but he's in NUS!!! i wanna go there too... ebony and ivory. geez. like, WOW, cant they think of something more creative than restrictive. sighs. this is really bad. whenever i talk abt prom, there's this sinking feeling. like my whole heart going to my stomach...than to the digestive system. and mind you, its NOT excitement. but a sense of DREAD.hee. i dunno how things will turn out by than. i just hope that i can enjoy it with my friends bahx.
hahas. i should really stop organising my blog so neatly. if you are even reading...you would realise i seperate issues i talk about into different paragraphs WITH a topic sentence. hahas. crappy. yesterday REALLY had the mood swings. hee. than i ranted at ian a little. a litttle. i think. hahas. i was in a horrible mood. and that sparked of some scolding from me. hee. was damn bad. i agree. hahas.
hahas. i should scout for a new blogskin. this blogskin makes feel really dark and grave when i look at it. plus i've got the time to do it now... hee.
TATA!!!
kaixin <3
